Oddly enough I have an immense desire to watch disney peter pan lately.
I keep trying to get ... some movie. Now I can't even remember what, only that it's 144 XD when it ever is there I imagine I'll be surprised
Anyway, current/recent goings ons in the uninteresting life of me.

Chem is once again kicking my ass painfully as I stumple and trip along through the class.
Our homework is impossible to do without further information that apparently is neither in our book or lecture which means google...for ALL of it... which = I learn nothing.

Calculus is as pointless as I remember but hooray for amazing TAs. Allison is saving my life for sure because our calc prof might as well be speaking some alien language. If I wasn't so crazy paranoid I wouldn't even bother going to the class, I'd just go to the sessions.
Anyway at least I'm...managing B work in there for now. let's hope it gets better.

In Biology news, I found the amazing creepy basement of painter utterly fascinating with it's animal 'systems' jars and bug collections. Also my biology professor is the most amazing lady in the world and gives us hand outs to do and summaries of her notes and her lectures make me remember that I really do love bio. Thank you Dr. Weiss, what would I do without you?

Hmm that leaves history, no idea what to think right now, we'll see how I feel after the first exam.

Anyway I feel really...wierd.
My side has been hurting most of the day but it's just little pangs, so it's prolly nothing.
I don't...know what to do with myself.
I'm officially in uni mode and that means...all I really give a damn about is studying and reading, really...well that and money
(UT still hasn't approved my loan so if ...I like... quit this year... it's because college + expenses > my capabilities)
Not that I will of course, because I never do, I just say it until things either get better or worse and then I grit my teeth and keep going like I always do +/- a few ulcers.

Anyway if you notice I'm kind of...not talking to peoples online and/or am doing nothing artwise/postwise/etc, it's just because my brain doesn't stop on those things long enough for me to remember to do them. I just want to bring my grades up and pay for the semester so that I can be less freaked out by the fact that I'm .01 away from being dropped from my program gpa wise and the fact that my credit card is nearly maxed out from paying for UT last semester when they screwed me over the first time.

And cue my stomach, stupid rebellious body is also trying to kill me (which is probably best for anyone.)

I have no right to complain about anything this year. My course load is less than most of the rest of the full time students here, I have reading to do but I enjoy most of it anyway, and my teachers/TAs average out to be ok. So I don't...expect to make many rant posts this year because I'm really tired of complaining (sounds familiar) I'm just going to let any silly worries stay in my brain and focus on schoolwork, oh and join the sailing club because, honestly, why not. it's free anyway.

I'm going to go back to listening to music and ... not doing chem because I honestly can't until we ambush Flowers tomorrow.
I could do other homework but seeing as I've read through all of chem and most of bio in between classes and over last weekend, I think I'll just take these last few days I get to chill.
Massive exam week coming up soon.

Don't try to call me! (no really, I have no phone)

Love you guys (hope your all having good years, remember to have fun and such.)

Nym is back and fixed (for now at least) and it's been an odd week.
Poor Lassie has had it rough, with 9 keys now missing, three keys not working, and now issues with the screen...
I was so worried Nym would come back far worse than he left but it seems he survived and nothing appears messed up
(Including everything is still here!! Thankfully >< )

Things I procrastinated (I apologise) that I will finish the next few days:
Foxkitty for Shardz
Doing things with friends ( T_T )
The Wolf Pack for Banshee
Meet photos resized and posted
Last 5 photostories resized and ...written
Leo and Vincent's surveys posted
Various sprite request
Finishing the Furuba pictures
Applying for the loan to save my life ^^;
Phone bill (before I forget)
Last 4 recipes to cook
Sleep...
oh yeah, and clean room again...

I've been watching The Storyteller, it's cute, I love his dog XD he's afraid of spiders <3

 I've been playing Okami, Fable and Sims (1) lately as well as watching Smallville... yeah I don't really know why, I guess because the rents have it and it was that or... *shudder* gilmore girls...
I need to go find pretender season 2... hey wait... where the heck IS my season one set? wtf...

ANYWAY plenty of nonsense here and I have no idea what I started this journal for sooo
DISTRACTIONS ACHIEVED
I went to Mom's work's Family Bowling Night at University Bowl today XD it was actualy fun even though I lost HORRIBLY ( 151, 112, 90, 59... guess which score was mine ^^;  )

I was gonna stay up but I'll be running errands all day tomorrow and I haven't slept yet so I think I'll go to bed x.x
I know it's awfully early but I need my sleep to drive x.x
Anyway, nothing interesting happened today, drew some pictures and such and read my book.
Mowed the lawn... yep interesting day.
Yeah I'm gonna stop pretending I have interesting things to say and just go to beed XD night guys

Last night I had a dream of neverending random foods I haven't had in forever. wtf where did it all come from??
Anyway so many yummy foods made me reaaaally hungry T_T

T__T so many more yummy foods too.
No idea why they were in my dream or what it was about but I am so freaking hungry right now because of it.
Of course the rents are gone, my car keys are missing and the only food in the house is frozen meats I can't cook because they're for the rents pool party...and cereal. so I'm eating cereal and wishing it was all those yummy things. Pretending is almost as good as eating, seriously, you'll know it's true if you've watched Hook. Anyone else want to pretend feast too?

How sad is it if I say I think more people vote for their dew of choice in the dewmocracy then will ever vote on our political democracy?
Anyway Voltage is going to win. With 19 days to go they're up by an average of 10% in every single state (EVERY one of them) with the 'second' highest being split between Supernova and Revolution, which weakens them even more. But in a way I'm glad Supernova won't win. Caffeine is very bad for my health and yet.. Supernova overpowers my strength/determination in the avoiding soda area... So Revolution drinkers ^__^ enjoy your nasty berry mountain dew. I shall keep my hidden box of supernova cans for special occasions and happily not die of cardiac shock.

Also, not tired... 
still...
haven't slept all night yet I'm not tired

and the rents are po'ed at me because I won't tell them what they want to do. WTF.
I did not escape soon enough... I have now been dragged into the insanity and it is only moments before I am dragged off, fighting the chain the compels me to obey the commands of the alpha leaders :/ (What's sad is I don't even rank as Beta for Apollo and Loki have assumed that position. Dax and Cera being rankless beings puts me at the bottom of the household rankings...

my chest hurts X__X

Video Games
Rainy Days
Kittens and Puppies
Good Books
Movies
Favorite Shows
Nighttime chats
meaningless crafts
empty sketchbooks
writing stories
Watching the stars
camping
wishing wells
aquariums
daydreaming
sleeping in...
deep breaths